New job, more pain.

Jordan starts his new job tonight. He's going to begin working at this factory that is about an hour drive all together to get there. Hell be working 7:30pm to 6am...I'm just so worried. Everything that happened in April and May that carried over to me finding out in June...I'm really worried and scared that this is the end. 

He knows that I can't trust him right now, but it just scares me that we ain't going to make it past this and he will wind up losing me.