It has been almost a month since I last wrote on here. A lot of things have happened and a few things have changed, a whole lot. More than I can say, it's made me change a little bit about myself. It's like I have learned from my mistakes. First of all; A few things...
April 26, 2011. Me and Dylan had broken up, once again. That was the last time though. I wasn't going to put myself in that position again. Once we broke up the last time, it didn't hurt me at all when he said "I think we need to see other people." It's like all I did was shrug my shoulder's and moved on. It didn't faze me the way I thought it would. We had broken up three times once before that and its like the last time, there wasn't much I could say to make him change his mind, because I kept thinking to myself "Courtney, you're better off without him. You don't need him at all."
A few days later, things went back to normal and it was as if I never had anything happen to me. I began talking to one my friends once again, David; And he helped me cover up the pain. When I spoke to David it was like I didn't care about anything that was terrible. We talked for a few months every once in awhile in class. Always texting and such; Never once really did anything to pursue what we had been talking about; but, then on May 23, 2011. Things changed; We had been talking since January of 2011. Almost six months we had been talking and texting, then finally did what we said we was going to do; We hung out. After we hung out though, it was bringing back a few memories of such; He didn't talk to me after that day. It was like he would stare at me every once in a while; but, then I realized maybe he was just another pot hole in the road. Wasn't meant to be friends with him at all, maybe.
May 25, 2011. Last day of Junior year. I'm the class of 2012 and I'm now officially a Senior. I can't complain. I have a few friends I know/think I will keep in touch with over the summer; but, other than that. I really hope I don't fun into any few people. I was my summer before my Senior year to be a fun experience and liberating. No, drama. Just nice fun and hanging with friends.
April 26, 2011. Me and Dylan had broken up, once again. That was the last time though. I wasn't going to put myself in that position again. Once we broke up the last time, it didn't hurt me at all when he said "I think we need to see other people." It's like all I did was shrug my shoulder's and moved on. It didn't faze me the way I thought it would. We had broken up three times once before that and its like the last time, there wasn't much I could say to make him change his mind, because I kept thinking to myself "Courtney, you're better off without him. You don't need him at all."
A few days later, things went back to normal and it was as if I never had anything happen to me. I began talking to one my friends once again, David; And he helped me cover up the pain. When I spoke to David it was like I didn't care about anything that was terrible. We talked for a few months every once in awhile in class. Always texting and such; Never once really did anything to pursue what we had been talking about; but, then on May 23, 2011. Things changed; We had been talking since January of 2011. Almost six months we had been talking and texting, then finally did what we said we was going to do; We hung out. After we hung out though, it was bringing back a few memories of such; He didn't talk to me after that day. It was like he would stare at me every once in a while; but, then I realized maybe he was just another pot hole in the road. Wasn't meant to be friends with him at all, maybe.
May 25, 2011. Last day of Junior year. I'm the class of 2012 and I'm now officially a Senior. I can't complain. I have a few friends I know/think I will keep in touch with over the summer; but, other than that. I really hope I don't fun into any few people. I was my summer before my Senior year to be a fun experience and liberating. No, drama. Just nice fun and hanging with friends.
