Nothing is the Same

It's official.
The one thing that I was dreading so bad has happened. Jordan has gotten the job doing construction. I'm proud of him, I can't deny that. But I'm just scared. We've talked about it a lot but it just seems that I'm still worried. I can already tell that it's going to kind of destroy me. He just got the job confirmation today and his phone has rang non-stop! What am I supposed to do about it?
Another thing that has been bothering me is, Jordan got his for bid today on a job and we decided to stay at his dad's. Well, since we've arrived, not once have we actually been even close. His family knows we're engaged and they know we're having baby. Before all of this began to happen, we'd be close to each other while being at his dad's, but now it's like we don't even know each other.
So many things are happening so fast that I can't keep up. I can't keep up with all of this that is happening to me. Jordan seems to be adjusting just fine, but me...I'm going to wind up going crazy. Wouldn't be surprised if I end up in a Psych Ward.