Just Realized My Future

So, I'm three days shy of being four months pregnant. Yes, finally in my second trimester. Finally understanding that so much has changed, and yet there is so much more to be changed as well. I'm afraid. There is actually a lot of things I wish I could do, but understanding where I stand right now, and where I'm going to stand in four and half months. It hit me out of no where, there is so much that Jordan can do that I can't. When this baby comes, he can do whatever he wants, when he wants...and I won't have a say so. I'll be stuck with the baby 24/7. The only free-time that I'll get is when I'm too tired to do something or spending too much time drives me crazy.
Jordan can walk around as he pleases when this baby comes and I wouldn't have the satisfaction to even put my own two cents. We've literally argued over the issue of him saying that he will eventually do a lot of things (details left unknown). What am I supposed to do or say? My life isn't ruined, it's just beginning...but what can I say about the certain situations that I'm aware that will eventually cause me to not understand them at all. I don't know what I'm going to do. . .I quit doing so many things once I found out I was pregnant, then now being pregnant and knowing I'm going to have a child in my hands in about five months....I'm not going to do anything...anymore.