If I said my days are numbered...what would you think? If I said that I was only going to have so many more words to say...what would you do then? The answer is simple, what if you couldn't do a thing about anything that I've had to say or do. It's simply because I have thought many times over that this is just a short term life of someone's other point of earth.
I don't believe and if you have to sit back and think about it, then obviously you don't know what I'm talking about. I don't believe because I don't think that one person and one person alone has such much upon their head that every corner they turn, it must be some type of torture. One person doesn't deserve the torture and pain that I've went through for the past two years. I have been on this planet for eighteen and half years now. In April '13, I'll be nineteen and I have already been through the fiery gates of Hell twice. Once in 2010 and once in 2011, no one deserves this pain. It's two-thousand and twelve now and I haven't had to deal with any type of pain this year yet except of what happened between Jacob and I. That doesn't really count though because I didn't feel the agonizing pain that I'd felt with Adam and what I felt last year.
I'm reviving. I'm a re-cooperating into a new form and I am not going to back down now. I am becoming a new and improved self that I am not going to let my past be the effect of my future. It's going to be tough, because I can't forget Adam or last year, but it's simply a feeling that I'm forming within that I must move and try to find the new bright and improved path to follow.
I don't believe and if you have to sit back and think about it, then obviously you don't know what I'm talking about. I don't believe because I don't think that one person and one person alone has such much upon their head that every corner they turn, it must be some type of torture. One person doesn't deserve the torture and pain that I've went through for the past two years. I have been on this planet for eighteen and half years now. In April '13, I'll be nineteen and I have already been through the fiery gates of Hell twice. Once in 2010 and once in 2011, no one deserves this pain. It's two-thousand and twelve now and I haven't had to deal with any type of pain this year yet except of what happened between Jacob and I. That doesn't really count though because I didn't feel the agonizing pain that I'd felt with Adam and what I felt last year.
I'm reviving. I'm a re-cooperating into a new form and I am not going to back down now. I am becoming a new and improved self that I am not going to let my past be the effect of my future. It's going to be tough, because I can't forget Adam or last year, but it's simply a feeling that I'm forming within that I must move and try to find the new bright and improved path to follow.
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