I think I am beginning to fall into a deeper trance with Jordan. I feel like I'm beginning to form this feeling in my chest and it's like an explosion. It's not the bad type that most people will feel from time to time, but the one where you feel like you're lifted off of the ground and it's just you two. I am falling for Jordan and I'm not going to deny it. We've been seeing each other for quite a bit, but we're not together per-say. We're together, but we don't have the label for a relationship, yet.
Now, I'm not going to sit here and say "Oh, I'm in love with him and he's all I want." because simply of the fact that I've caught myself saying it, but not feeling it. I'm not going to say it unless I feel it, but I'm definitely feeling something.
I had quite the epiphany the other night. I am growing over the fact that I'm completely and utterly over Jacob. When I'm with Jordan, Jacob never existed to me and it's a feeling that I'm happy to say Jordan can take away. It means a lot to me that I can be with him and it takes away all of the pain that I ever felt with or for Jacob.
Now, I'm not going to sit here and say "Oh, I'm in love with him and he's all I want." because simply of the fact that I've caught myself saying it, but not feeling it. I'm not going to say it unless I feel it, but I'm definitely feeling something.
I had quite the epiphany the other night. I am growing over the fact that I'm completely and utterly over Jacob. When I'm with Jordan, Jacob never existed to me and it's a feeling that I'm happy to say Jordan can take away. It means a lot to me that I can be with him and it takes away all of the pain that I ever felt with or for Jacob.
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