Not trying to start a quarrel with myself, but after reviewing my blog and the past history of my writing on here...I have noticed that I've been kind of a whore. Yes, I said it...a Whore. Not the type that goes on with her life and just has sex with anybody, but the mere thought of saying "Oh, I'm in love with this guy...It's not lust it's love and I just know it is." It's just a thought of me saying that it's a whore-factor. I guess you could that I've been kind of a wreck over the past couple of years.
It's ridiculous of how I fell for apparently this man and then two weeks later, Oh I'm talking to this one. It's merely a thought of coming to mind and saying "Wow." I cannot believe of how, how one moment I could be happy with life, then turn around and it turns out that it was just high school lust. We all go through it and you can't deny it. We've all went through that phase of feeling like we're in love, but simply just being in love with the fact of being in love. Never really felt it, just a thought and term we'd use to cover up the teenage hormones to feeling one simple pleasure.
It's ridiculous of how I fell for apparently this man and then two weeks later, Oh I'm talking to this one. It's merely a thought of coming to mind and saying "Wow." I cannot believe of how, how one moment I could be happy with life, then turn around and it turns out that it was just high school lust. We all go through it and you can't deny it. We've all went through that phase of feeling like we're in love, but simply just being in love with the fact of being in love. Never really felt it, just a thought and term we'd use to cover up the teenage hormones to feeling one simple pleasure.
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