It's a History worth Forgetting

I have failed to notice how pathetic my blog can be. I've been on writing this blog for almost three years and most of it simply has just been nothing but me complaining about how this one guy was treating me or how I was afraid of moving on with my life. Well world, it's true. I have my break down moments and my moments where I just need to vent--but sometimes my venting is really pathetic and very childish. I can't seem to realize or finally just read over what I've written and how hung up on my ex(es) I was. Can I honestly get an "Eww?" Well, I'll just do it for myself, Eww..I cannot believe of how I was hung up on my ex Dylan when after I've entered college and moved on, I have seemed to finally grow up and make sure that if I have made any mistakes in my past, which I have...I'll just erase it as if it never existed in my love--history. Let's simply say that it's a history worth forgetting and not repeating. I've started a new history for myself and I feel like I'm happy with the baby steps I'm taking, but it's going to take some time to re-cooperate.