Fighting Love

Why is it that everytime I look outside at the field across from my house that I think of you?
How come, every day I lie in bed, I'll sit there and wonder where we're leading.
How much time do we have?
How much longer do I have to wait, before you finally do what you keep telling me.
It's not fair.
I'm having to wait for you.
I want you to be officially mine, I don't want to share you.
I want you to myself.
I have been thinking lately. Wondering.
My feeling's for you are getting stronger with each minute I spend with you.
I'm falling...again.
I am finally moved on from the worst mistake of my life and I'm taking this risk with you.
Why? Why am I doing this?
It's because I'm falling in love with you and I'm going to fight for you.
I will either win or lose; but, at least I'll know...I did what was right for me.