I Want to Name You

It keeps me wondering as what I'm supposed to call you
I can't call you this or I can't call you that
I don't want to call you something some other has
I can't look at you and let you be a reminder
I can't choose a cute one because it was once said

I want to be different
And give you a unique name
I want to do things that no other has ever done
Why is it so hard
Why is it so excruciating

I want to give you a name
I want it to be different
I don't want to call you by your first
I don't want to call you by your last
You're my love 
You're my soul

What can I name you
What can I call you
Baby I want to name you such a word
Something different
Something cute
But why
Why does it have to be so sane