So you'd think that when it comes to spending 24/7 with someone, taking the time away would be nice to have! But no, that isn't what has happened. I'm stuck at the apartment with my parents, as Jordan is gone to his dad's to work on his truck.
Last night Jordan's brother came and got him. Now, he's three hours away and I haven't spoken but maybe three times to him. That's it! The only reason he's even spoken to me is because I'd texted him first. It's like he doesn't want to talk to me....knowing he isn't working on the truck around 8 or 9pm because it's too late, he still doesn't make an effort to talk to me.
I love Jordan so much and I'm beginning to understand that I'm not having trust issues with him anymore. But what I am feeling now is that maybe with him, maybe he's enjoying being away and alone. Maybe he doesn't miss me....I mean, if he did wouldn't he text me? I had to text him that I love him, or he'd never have probably said it.
I don't know what to do..
Last night Jordan's brother came and got him. Now, he's three hours away and I haven't spoken but maybe three times to him. That's it! The only reason he's even spoken to me is because I'd texted him first. It's like he doesn't want to talk to me....knowing he isn't working on the truck around 8 or 9pm because it's too late, he still doesn't make an effort to talk to me.
I love Jordan so much and I'm beginning to understand that I'm not having trust issues with him anymore. But what I am feeling now is that maybe with him, maybe he's enjoying being away and alone. Maybe he doesn't miss me....I mean, if he did wouldn't he text me? I had to text him that I love him, or he'd never have probably said it.
I don't know what to do..
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