There is a Reason!

Do any of us truly know when Life is to begin? I mean, we're each born on a certain day, in a certain month, at a certain time. Just because we're born, doesn't mean our life has truly begun. Each person is born with a reasoning and a meaning. Just like, we're each born with a unique name. They're a million Ashley's in this world, and a million Johns. That doesn't mean each and every one of us have a reason as to why we're put here. We're born to the families that we live in for a certain matter of time. Some of us are meant to live to a long and happy life, then again, God has other plans for most.
I was born an only child to a wonderful woman and man. Is there a reason why I'm an only child? I believe so. I believe they're reasons why God didn't want my mom to have another baby after me. I believe, God had plans for me to be an only one. We're each unique. We each have a certain amount of power God has put upon us.
I'm seventeen years old. I turn eighteen in less than seven months. I still don't know my reason. I still don't know why I'm so unique to the world. I'm still a single flying bird without a partner. I don't know why I was place on Earth. I do not know why people tell me I'm beautiful. All I know is, I'm finally coming out of my shell. I'm finally opening back up to the world.
 I'm wondering....When my life....will finally....BEGIN;