Liking Him....Moving On!

I can't help by the way I feel about him. I thought maybe I could just stop liking him and maybe move on. That didn't work. What would happen if he knew I liked him? Would he like me back? Would he even care? OR: Would he think I was a freak? I don't understand why guys can't just like girls for personality or sense of humor, while others are wanting popularity as a bonus. I seriously, honestly don't understand any of this. Sometimes I can look at him and try to think...why do I not like him? Why can't I just say "Okay, You don't know me or like me why can't I just forget about you?" Why isn't it that easy. There has to be something that maybe I am holding onto. Sometimes, I feel weird. because I feel as if he and his friends know that I like him and they talk about me. And I don't mean in a good way. Maybe truly, they do think I am crazy for liking such a cute, popularity boy wishing for that perfect moment. The moment where everything will be okay and will all go right. But, deep down inside I know that isn't going to happen. But, that brings back to why can't I move on? Is there something I am missing? Is it so hard to like a boy one minute then turn around the next and like someone else? I guess so. All the feelings and emotions that pass through just don't give me enough evidence. Evidence to see if there is any possibilities..