You would think that maybe finding the love of your life at eighteen would be a good thing! Well, apparently not all things are the greatest thing to everyone. I'm eighteen years old and I have managed to find the one man for me. Why am I so scared? I shouldn't have such a fear that things will soon change. I have found myself falling deeper and harder everyday for the man that I never expected to have a relationship with at all. How could something so easy and begin as just messing around, ever possibly turn into this? I love Jordan and I never thought at the beginning that I would ever be saying those words.
How can you possibly think to ever get into a relationship with someone and not expect it to get serious? I know that Jordan and I are getting serious and I hope it'll progress into more than what it is now, but how can we when apparently it's thought of as a bad thing? My mother and father really like Jordan and it's always a good thing when the parents of the girl like the boyfriend for who he is, while he doesn't have to put on a show to get on the dad's good side.