January 26, 2011.

Have you ever sat down and thought about one thing that you knew would maybe end badly in the long run? Have you ever wanted to say "Yes" so badly you didn't know how and when was the best time to do it? Well what am I suppose to do when I find out recently that a friend of mine has just stabbed me in the back with a sharp piece of pain I didn't think I'd feel again. The tragedy of you wanting to wait for the moment that it will be okay to say "yes" sends you into a state of mind. The waiting process is too late. Too late to make a move, too late to say the one word you wish you could of said four and half years ago before everything...went bad.
The one time I thought I could be happy again, and nothing comes of it. Nothing good comes of it and it all ends badly for me.